This morning I was sleepy. However waking quickly I jumped into my work responsibility. A productive day although my disappointment with the way I communicated to my coworkers was in fact disheartening. However what does not bring me down just makes me stronger.
Fixing my landlords dryer I found out his mother had passed this very day. He's handling it very well and is maintaining his facade as the figure head in a bad situation, but weakness and a particular need I do see in his sad day... A friend to be with.
After my 30 min sleep I studied for the meeting that I do not have tonight. Preparing for letter witnessing and reading my bible reading next week I feel spiritually charged. A contract from the past 2 months of loosing headway in my battle to change for the better. Ashamed to admit to my girlfriend my lack of time for this month, I press forward thankful for the huge support I am feeling from her. I still want to shield her from the rainy negative make sure she is surrounded by a positive warm shelter where she would have comfort and concealment. Her strength let me not underestimate.
